Bila Nikmat itu dan ini di Tarik

Bismillah....

Kata orang "manusia jarang bersyukur dengan apa yang mereka ada sehinggalah nikmat itu ditarik dari diri mereka"

Memang begitula biasanya ragam manusia, benda yg biasanya dianggap tidak bererti boleh dengan tiba-tiba menjadi sesuatu yg boleh menyebabkan hidup terasa tidak seperti biasa apabila benda tersebut hilang atau ditarik dari diri mereka. Bila dah terjadi ,barula timbul penyesalan kerana tidak tahu menghargai benda tersebut sebelum ini.

Begitula juga yg aku rasakan dalam seminggu ini bila ada dua benda atau nikmat yang telah ditarik dari diriku.Ini yg aku perasan la, mugkn ada juga nikmat lain yg telah ditarik namun aku tak sedar lagi sebab ia tidak effect hidup ku seperti mana dua nikmat ini.

Nikmat yg pertama yg ditarik ialah air panas. Bekalan air panas kat hostel telah dihentikan atas tujuan maintenance atau baik pulih paip dia. Kalau ikutkan notis board , ia akan berlangsungan dari         11.5.11- 25.5.11. Disebabkan air panas xda, kami terpaksa menggunakan air sejuk utk buat rutin yg menggunakan air ni. Bayangkan terpaksa mandi menggunakan air yg sejuknya ibarat air yg baru  dikuarkan dari fridge , memang boleh  kena selsema lah lepas tu. Tapi Alhamdulillah walaupun notis mention sampai 25.5.11 tapi 20.5.11 bekalan air panas dah disambung semula.

Benda kedua yg ditarik pulak adalah CPU aku. Kalau ikut sejarah memang aku ni ada rekod buruk dengan benda2 electronic ni. sebelumni dah dua laptop tersadai kat rumah sebab motherboard dah KO. Iphone plak dah tak boleh connect wifi. 18.5.11 aritu balik dari kelas sempat la main komputer. Tapi tiba-tiba lepas 20 min black screen plak. Esoknya pegi kedai tempat aku beli komputer tu tahun lepas untuk dapatkan warranty service. dah penat2 bawak CPU tu jauh2, last2 dpt tau yg company tu da bankrupt . Maka terpaksalah hantar kat kedai lain utk repair dan hanguslah duit 4100 ruble utk hari tu.

saja letak gambar

walaupun

cam xda kaitan

Jadi pengajarannya , kita kenalah sentiasa bersyukur atas nikmat2 yg byk Allah telah kurniakn pada kita dan gunakanlah dengan sebaiknya. Ingat 5 perkara sebelum datangnya 5 perkara. Wallahualam...

Talking to Myself about study

Two hours of travel by metro wasted when the class was ended before it's even started...Oooh Dr. Natroshvili
at least shows us some slides ,even for only 10 minutes so that our effort to come to the class early in the morning in the crowded wagon don't go wasted.

I suppose for this surgery cycle , I can't rely too much on this Doctor to teach me. I'll have to study and do revision by myself. But, that is not going to be easy with the environment in my room . On my desk, this large monitor and high speed internet connection will always be a great distraction . For every 10 minutes I spent studying, at least 1 hour will be spent on internet later on.

Then, there is my bed. When I'm not at my desk , I'll be on the bed. I'll be laying on my bed when I  don't think that I can focus reading books at my desk. But, when I'm reading books on my bed that may be last only for 15- 30 minutes. Later ,my eyes will be automatically closed for my bed is very comfortable to resist from sleeping ,plus the book that I read acts as a storybook that help children to have a sound sleep at night.

Another distraction for me from studying is my iPhone. Doesn't matter at my desk or on my bed,  both I'll put my iPhone nearby. When the internet connection have problem, that is when this iPhone will take the role of the desktop as a distraction . On the bed, when I already played the games in the iPhone , there is very thin possibility for me to read the book that I plan to earlier.

my comfortable bed (untidy version)

My desk, laptop kept in bag (iphone in it's case seen)

Now, using desktop (can't keep away as laptop)

But, come to think of it all this distractions that I mention above are actually only excuses that I made to be blame instead of myself for unable to focus on studying. If I'm really a good and disciplined student all that won't have had effect my study. If I'm being a honest and  a responsible student , I should know my priority and responsibilities as a student whose  been sent here by the money from Malaysian citizens to become a competent doctor .

I should always remind myself that at the Afterlife I will be asked about my responsibilities.
I pray that Allah will always guide me....insyaAllah.