Talking to Myself about study

Two hours of travel by metro wasted when the class was ended before it's even started...Oooh Dr. Natroshvili
at least shows us some slides ,even for only 10 minutes so that our effort to come to the class early in the morning in the crowded wagon don't go wasted.

I suppose for this surgery cycle , I can't rely too much on this Doctor to teach me. I'll have to study and do revision by myself. But, that is not going to be easy with the environment in my room . On my desk, this large monitor and high speed internet connection will always be a great distraction . For every 10 minutes I spent studying, at least 1 hour will be spent on internet later on.

Then, there is my bed. When I'm not at my desk , I'll be on the bed. I'll be laying on my bed when I  don't think that I can focus reading books at my desk. But, when I'm reading books on my bed that may be last only for 15- 30 minutes. Later ,my eyes will be automatically closed for my bed is very comfortable to resist from sleeping ,plus the book that I read acts as a storybook that help children to have a sound sleep at night.

Another distraction for me from studying is my iPhone. Doesn't matter at my desk or on my bed,  both I'll put my iPhone nearby. When the internet connection have problem, that is when this iPhone will take the role of the desktop as a distraction . On the bed, when I already played the games in the iPhone , there is very thin possibility for me to read the book that I plan to earlier.

my comfortable bed (untidy version)

My desk, laptop kept in bag (iphone in it's case seen)

Now, using desktop (can't keep away as laptop)

But, come to think of it all this distractions that I mention above are actually only excuses that I made to be blame instead of myself for unable to focus on studying. If I'm really a good and disciplined student all that won't have had effect my study. If I'm being a honest and  a responsible student , I should know my priority and responsibilities as a student whose  been sent here by the money from Malaysian citizens to become a competent doctor .

I should always remind myself that at the Afterlife I will be asked about my responsibilities.
I pray that Allah will always guide me....insyaAllah.